Katy's Thoughts.

[Katy Lucy Hall x]

Please do not read, it's just rude, you know.

[Katy Lucy Hall x]

Dear Dude,
Well what is there to say, tbh. There's been so much that I need to write, it's just writing in a way that no-one else will understand.
We will start with Nicky I guess. The best thing in my life at the minute. He's heard all about my past and yet he still wants me. I never though I'd find anyone like him, but here I am writing about him. He's just the cutest thing ever.
I do feel bad though because I know he hasn't seen a lot of his bessie Emma lately. But I think I may try and set her up with Snipe, he needs a bit of fun in his life, and she is so nice, they just match, well I think so anyway.

Stu, what can I do with you. One minute you're floating on air with Abbi, the next you're so depressed that yoy try and take your own life. Do you know how selfish that was. What did you expect me to tell the kids.
Uncle Stu killed himself because he couldn't cope with a little bit of shit he was getting from his girlfriend. Yeah good one.
How did you think I'd feel, losing a second brother. If you'd gone I would've known that I was jinxed like I've thought all these years.
Yes Nicky, I said I was jinxed and I am. So just be careful around me alright.

Nate. When are you going to let me in and help you, you want me to tell you about Abbi and Stu then you have to let me inside to help you. Stop you losing control when you find out.
The whole reading my mind thing was not cool though, don't ever do that to me again you shit. You know if you need to talk I am always around.

Anyway, I am going to go to bed now. Laters dude.
Katy xx

[Katy Lucy Hall x]

Dear Dude.
Well what to tell you now. I love Nicky to pieces, even though I haven't seen of heard from him all week. I hope things aren't going wrong between us because of my past.

Then there's Stu, I've heard through the grapevine that him and Abz are completely and utterly over. She's with Zac and he is allowed limiter access to their little girl.
I hope she won't stop me from seeing her either, I cannot wait to become an auntie.

I have to say I've been thinking a lot this week, I miss Ryan so much, he would've been here to help us all through our rough times, he would've talked Stu through what to do with Abbi, and talked me through the times where I just felt so alone.

Nate is the one troubling me at the minute though. He seems to be keeping everything inside and I think he needs to let it all out now, even if it's not to me.

Anyway, I'm off again now. I'll write again soon.
Katy xx