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Post by Abigail Marié Jackson. on Nov 13, 2008 19:24:59 GMT
Abigail slid down the wall, looking at her arms, and the blood that was all over her clothing. She let tears softly trickle down her face, and then slid her jacket off.
Her mind was all over the place; Was this right? Is this what I want? Should I be thinking about everyone else?
The truth is, she didn't know. How was a frightened sixteen year old supposed to know the answers to these sort of questions.
She just sat there, alone.. and in the dark.
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Post by ...Jennifer Lilliana Filan... on Nov 13, 2008 19:30:57 GMT
Jennie finally caught up; she sat down beside her friend. Jennie shivered, still in her pjs and slippers. She didn't know what to do. Life had took a turn for the worse. Again she allowed the tears to fall. Abbi, I'm scared and confused. she whispered. They were the only words to pass her lips before she began to break down. She then spoke. Life is shit! she schreeched. But you don't do stuff like that, Abbi! You don't leave the scars to remember the bad times!
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Post by Abigail Marié Jackson. on Nov 13, 2008 19:34:54 GMT
She looked up, bloodshot eyes had now replaced her bright sparkling ones. She bowed her head, and broke a piece of her jacket off, and covered one of her arms with it. But, this is your fault I'm doing this. She whispered, she didn't have the energy to scream, her energy had been taken away from her a long time ago. I just want to be alone. She whispered, tears falling down her cheeks.
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Post by ...Jennifer Lilliana Filan... on Nov 13, 2008 19:40:03 GMT
Jennie stared at Abbi, MY FAULT?! she shouted. My fault that you slit your own wrist? Why did I tell you to do it? Did I physically do it to you? NO I DIDN'T!! That was your fault!! she cried. and NO I won't leave you alone! I am scared that you will do something stupid again! We need to be on the same side Abz! We do! she emphasised.
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Post by Abigail Marié Jackson. on Nov 13, 2008 19:47:35 GMT
She rubbed her forehead slightly, If I didn't fucking talk to you, then I wouldn't be in danger! If I didn't want to be in danger, the only way out is death. She said, sternness in her voice. I learnt that from Nate! She said again, looking at Jennie with furred eyebrows, and rocking herself back and forth.
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Post by ...Jennifer Lilliana Filan... on Nov 13, 2008 19:51:00 GMT
You are crazy! she shook her head. I can't deal with this pressure Abbi! I just can't do it anymore! she wiped the tears from her sore eyes and stood up.
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Post by Abigail Marié Jackson. on Nov 13, 2008 19:56:43 GMT
Well fuck off then! She snapped bluntly, throwing her legs down on the ground, The only reason you're here, is because you're worried if Lucy or someone is going to come to you whilst you're on your own! I can read you, Jennie! She snapped again.
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Post by ...Jennifer Lilliana Filan... on Nov 13, 2008 20:00:19 GMT
You can read me? Well read this... she said putting one finger up. You know nothing about me Abbi! And you never will if you continue to act like this! And yes I am scared, but I was actually looking after you because you went all pyschopathic and slit your fucking wrist, but, bleed to death! See if I care! she screamed. I'm sorry, I didn't mean that! she cried.
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Post by Abigail Marié Jackson. on Nov 13, 2008 20:05:07 GMT
She shrugged lightly, You've said it now. She laughed, still sitting in the same position as she was before, I just wont speak to you, It's not hard to be fair. She laughed again, shuffling herself forward onto her side, and curling up in a ball.
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Post by ...Jennifer Lilliana Filan... on Nov 13, 2008 20:10:03 GMT
Abbi? You are destroying me! I used to be happy, well sort of happy, and then I came to this fucking school and it seems everyone here is seriously fucked up! I can't deal with it, you know I might just join you and we can hold hands and jump off a cliff! Ooh or maybe get hit by a huge bus! But lets do it right, because obviously there is no way we can get through this and it's blatant we aren't going to get through this together! So come on! What you waiting for? she shouted.
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Post by Abigail Marié Jackson. on Nov 13, 2008 20:14:13 GMT
She let out a dry laugh, You want to die? Or was that another sarcastic comment? She asked, standing up and brushing herself off. So yeah, what are we waiting for? I don't care what you say. There's only one place I'm certain of death. She said, squinting at the thought of it. Warehouse. She said bluntly.
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Post by ...Jennifer Lilliana Filan... on Nov 13, 2008 20:36:29 GMT
She didn't know what to do yet again. Just stop this Abz! Please! she begged.
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Post by Abigail Marié Jackson. on Nov 13, 2008 20:43:00 GMT
She shrugged, Guess where i'm going? She laughed, running off from Jennie.
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Post by ...Jennifer Lilliana Filan... on Nov 13, 2008 20:50:10 GMT
Jennie chased after Abbi, again.
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