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Post by Nikki Matthews on Oct 26, 2008 17:35:44 GMT
Nikki walked into the gym and over to the basketball court. She smiled as she looked around to see that no one else was around. She picked up a basketball from off the floor, discarded from whoever had last used it, and started to shoot some hoops.
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Post by Nikki Matthews on Oct 26, 2008 18:11:34 GMT
Whilst shooting hoops Nikki felt at ease and calm; it felt as if no one could ruin the rest of her day. After a while she sat down with her back against the wall so she was in the shadows away from any onlookers.
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Post by Nikki Matthews on Oct 26, 2008 20:41:19 GMT
Nikki emerged from the shadows and looked at her watch. She decided to stay and shoot hoops for another 20 mins before heading out to the grounds for a while.
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Post by Nikki Matthews on Oct 26, 2008 20:58:58 GMT
Nikki sighed as she realised it was time to leave, she walked over to the ball age and placed the basketball in there before walking back to her dorm.
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Post by Nikki Matthews on Oct 27, 2008 21:31:29 GMT
Nikki ran out onto the courts and looked around. No one was there, she walked over to the ball cage removed a ball and went over to the hoop and started to shoot. With every shot she took the emotion began to boil up in her.
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Post by ...Jennifer Lilliana Filan... on Oct 27, 2008 21:41:31 GMT
Jennie ran in. She was out of breath. and...and..you can shoot hoops? Cool. she said trying to catch her breath. You can run fast! So what's the matter hun?
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Post by Nikki Matthews on Oct 27, 2008 21:57:38 GMT
Nikki caught the ball as it rebounded off the hoop, she threw the ball at the ground forcefull before spinning round to confront Jennie. Oh like you care Nikki spat. Everyone only uses me to get the best for them; my last school used me to make them stand out not to help me but to help them
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Post by ...Jennifer Lilliana Filan... on Oct 27, 2008 22:07:04 GMT
Woh,wooah! Just calm it Nikki. I am not like that! I don't use people, I don't mock people! No-one knows who the f*ck i really am, because guess what? I don't even have the foggiest idea who i am! We all have a f*cking miserable life, some more than others, just some people don't take it out on those that are trying to help! jennie cried, wiping the small crystal tear that ran down her cheek. and you aren't at that school anymore! You are here! In harrow high, with new faces and personalities to get to know! Just try and tell me whats the matter!
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Post by Nikki Matthews on Oct 27, 2008 22:11:12 GMT
Nikki collapsed onto the floor into a quivering wrek and led their sobbing. I gave up everything for that school. Everything no personal life nothing...
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Post by ...Jennifer Lilliana Filan... on Oct 27, 2008 22:16:58 GMT
Jennie knelt down beside her, Tell me everything, I will listen! she smiled, trying to cheer Nikki up.
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Post by Nikki Matthews on Oct 27, 2008 22:28:17 GMT
Nikki sniffed and took a deep breath, I gaave up everything, I had to sing pretty much all the time in my spare time to get better, no one to help me I just had to do it all on my own. Then they would turn round telling me to do it again differently and better, supportive m arse more like people deperate for a claim to fame. Nikki sobbed again before continuing, I never had a personal life, never got to have proper friends and never had a boyfriend. Yep you heard that right never had a boyfriend and at seventeen well you feel like an idiot. Nikki took a deep breath and curled up in a ball shielding herself from the world.
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Post by ...Jennifer Lilliana Filan... on Oct 27, 2008 22:35:59 GMT
It is ok, you are here now! A place where there are supportive people, people that you can learn from, people that aren't pushy and people that are willing to make friends. And the boy thing, if you want help? I only just got my first ever boyfriend and all. But it is a start, so I could help, if you want that is. And I think you are a fantastic singer, just forget the past and live in the bluddy present! as Jennie said her little speech, she realised she had to leave in the present; go down her own path; the path of discovering herself. She passed Nikki a tissue and smiled at her. I like to read she quickly said, hoping nikki never heard.
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Post by Nikki Matthews on Oct 27, 2008 22:54:26 GMT
Nikki smiled slightly, thanks, so you read? what?
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Post by ...Jennifer Lilliana Filan... on Oct 27, 2008 22:57:30 GMT
Jennie had let it slip. You are welcome and yeh I read. I am really into 'Stephanie Meyor's' 'Twilight saga', have you heard of it? She is a fantastic writer, she writes about vampires and love, just effortlessly! Jennie smiled.
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Post by Nikki Matthews on Oct 27, 2008 23:05:49 GMT
Never read it but vampires now thats something I like, I remember bout a year ago I went through a phase where I just wished to be a vampire. Yes I am wierd Nikki stood up and wandered off to fetch the basketball. She picked it up and carried it back over to Jennie and passed it to her. Shoot.
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