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Post by Katy Lucy Hall x on Dec 21, 2008 18:15:16 GMT
Who's controlling you Abbi, who don't you want to let go. Nate? He questioned her, unsure of anything at the minute. You're not the same girl that I met Abbi, she'd never let anyone control her life, I think you need to seriously think about where you really want to go from here. He just looked at her confused as to what Abbi really wanted anymore.
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Post by Abigail Marié Jackson. on Dec 21, 2008 18:25:44 GMT
She moved away from him. What? So you're telling me you'd rather let me bitch about everyone? She laughed, hopelessly afraid of what was going on. Abigail sighed, before leaning back against the wall, You changed, not me! You did.
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Post by Katy Lucy Hall x on Dec 21, 2008 18:29:17 GMT
I was talking about the happy girl, the one that was so strong, needed no-one to help her, was so fun loving. Stu sighed, he didn't know what to say for the best. I honestly don't know what you want me to say Abbi. Everyone changes, especially after what you went through, but you've got no spark anymore. Stu stood up, thinking it would be best for him to go now, he didn't want to upset Abbi anymore than she already was.
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Post by Abigail Marié Jackson. on Dec 21, 2008 18:47:35 GMT
She shook her head again, Can you blame me? She spat, looking down at the floor, It's not my fault! I can't go out no more, because of this thing i'm carrying. I can't have a good time without someone criticizing me! I can't have my own life no more, because of Nate, Lucy, Zac.. and you. She felt warm tears run down the sides of her cheeks.
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Post by Katy Lucy Hall x on Dec 21, 2008 18:52:23 GMT
I know you'll never be the same again and I'm sorry I was never around when you really needed me. Stu moved forward to hug Abbi, but was unsure of what her reaction would be. I just don't know what to do anymore, I don't want you to get hurt, I don't want to hurt you and things are just so messed up. Stu bottled his tears up, hoping someone would be able to show him what he needed to do next.
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Post by Abigail Marié Jackson. on Dec 22, 2008 17:23:51 GMT
Abigail shrugged, as she felt Stu's warm embrace hold her.. The way it used to be. She snuggled her head in his shoulder, feeling comfort and protection. She swallowed heavily before replying to him. No matter where you are, or who you're with.. It doesn't matter if you wasn't here at all, I'd still get hurt. She bit her lip in fear, thinking about how Lucy was trying to get her own child. Where was Lucy? She had just disappeared, and so had Austin for that matter. She looked at Stu, You haven't seen the freaks around have you?
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Post by Stuart Lewis Hall x on Dec 22, 2008 17:26:41 GMT
I know, but I can try my hardest to protect you. Stu smiled holding her tight in to his arms. I'd be lying if I said no. I saw Austin earlier. Stu looked scared at as he said his name, remembering everything that had gone on that night.
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Post by Abigail Marié Jackson. on Dec 22, 2008 17:30:50 GMT
You can try, you wont succeed. She pulled her hand up towards her face, and began to wipe away the tears that had fallen black from her mascara. She felt Stu's body jerk a little, as he became uneasy, knowing something was wrong. She knew him too well, everything he did, she could read him, like a message curled away inside a bottle. She looked up at him, On his own? She questioned, worried at the fact Lucy might be controlling him again. Why the hell was he on his own?
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Post by Stuart Lewis Hall x on Dec 22, 2008 17:36:11 GMT
I wouldn't say that he was on his own, he punched one of the other boys for no apparent reason. Stu began tapping his foot as he became unsure of what to say. I have a feeling she may be controlling him again, he looked full of anger, I had to go, I didn't want to get involved. So once again I feel like a coward. Stu sighed, he knew that after that Abbi was going to hate him again after the last time. Nothing will ever stop me looking after you. Stu lifted Abbi's head up and wiped some more tears away. He just looked at her for a few minutes.
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Post by Abigail Marié Jackson. on Dec 22, 2008 17:42:15 GMT
She looked up at him, before feeling awkward in his grip. And you didn't stop him? She questioned, not being able to believe he let his chances slip by again. She shook her head, still trying to get to grips with it. You know what Lucy's like! I guarantee you that's why we haven't seen them around, they've got someone else! She looked at the floor, confused at why he didn't jump in.
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Post by Stuart Lewis Hall x on Dec 22, 2008 17:46:34 GMT
I know, and believe me I wanted to do something, I was going to spy on them, then I had a sense someone needed, and they did. Stu sighed, he started to walk away from Abbi. Guess I'll see you around, best go help them. Stu guessed that Abbi wouldn't want to come with him, he'd felt guilty ever since he left, now he had to find them, wherever they were.
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Post by Abigail Marié Jackson. on Dec 22, 2008 18:09:11 GMT
No! Wait.. She pulled Stu's arm, and looked at him face to face. She managed to pull herself together finally, I'm not letting no-one hurt you! I know what she's like, better than anyone. I know how to calm her down.. If you go, I'm coming too. She couldn't believe what she was saying; She was going to risk her life, for her ex. Maybe he was more than her ex? Maybe they hadn't really broken up.. Maybe, maybe.
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Post by Stuart Lewis Hall x on Dec 22, 2008 18:15:12 GMT
There is no way I'm letting you go there, not after last time Abbi. I'm not letting her take you again, no way. I go alone or not at all.[/colour] Stu stated, looking Abbi right in the eyes. He didn't want to lose her completely, that's what Lucy would do, hurt seriously.
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Post by Abigail Marié Jackson. on Dec 22, 2008 18:21:35 GMT
She laughed a little, She's not going to do anything whilst i'm about to give birth is she? She looked at Stu, and then down the path which led towards the estate. I'm coming with. I don't care what you say. She looked at him again, You want the girl back who used to have fun right? I'm here, and i'm not letting you tell me what to do!
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Post by Stuart Lewis Hall x on Dec 22, 2008 18:30:25 GMT
Only if you are sure, you don't have to do anything you don't want to. Stu asked, looking at Abbi, he took hold of her hand and started to walk towards the estate. Abbi I still love you, you do know that don't you. Stu said, not wanting to look at her expression as he said that.
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